princessbelllla:

Papa blackberrry, these past 7 months have been crazy w you. I’m glad I took those risks to be with you cus I can proudly say it was worth it. Everyone told me you weren’t the one for me but they didn’t see what I saw in you. I love the person that you have grown to be so far and I’m in love with what you will be in the future. I’m proud of you for growing out of your old ways. I’m proud of you for taking on a big responsibility and even though it will be tough, it amazes me that you are willing to stick it out for a beneficial future. 2,000 miles or the other side of the world won’t change a thing with what we’ve got. I feel secure knowing that even if a relationship won’t work out, we’ll always have a solid friendship. You have always made it a point to push all the feelings aside and to be sure you are my bestfriend before anything. I’m grateful for that since it’s provided me the reassurance that you are my bestfriend before my boyfriend. Never have I met such a selfless person like you, or have ever been so comfortable with anybody else but you. You seen me at my worst, weakest, ugliest & grimiest and there’s never a day that you’ve felt like giving up or leaving. I could go on and on with reasons why I think you’re the sweetest person I know. It’s not that you’re my “favorite” but more as like my “only.” In a relationship (with you) or not, I know I can count on you. Things started off such a struggle but looking back at it now, it was a beautiful struggle. Our continuous days together will soon be cut short but it’s a part of growing up. As of right now I just wanna love you, spoil you, smother you, be with you, and live out each day like it’s our last time to be together. I just wanna acknowledge that I’m very grateful you let me into your life. Let go, let God. I’ll have it on me for a lifetime, with or without you <3

i love you mama raspberrry <3


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